Time

I'm currently working on my website with commitment, abundance and no attachment to outcome energy pulsing through me! I go to add a blog section and up pop's old blogs that I wrote in 2019 when I first established this website. I'm smiling at the subjects as they remain ever relevant and that made me reflect on time.

I stand here now four years later, wondering what I've been up to since my first blog. Its a LOT. But not specifically focused around launching my business. Partly, I stayed hidden, not quite ready to 'come out'. Still working on my fear of existence and being seen, among other things! I can see now that I had things to experience before I was ready. Or I chose to.

We all get there, or don't. It doesn't really matter. We are here to have a physical life experience and hopefully embrace all that has to offer us. I do believe we create our own reality. So everyday, make a decision that honors and respects yours.

Time doesn't really exist in the linear way we have been taught to measure it. But today I am using this time, to view my growth. If you ever get stuck of your journey of personal growth; frustrated, find you are judging yourself or your progress, just sit still for a moment of stillness and look back.

I've looked back on those first two posts and there was a nano second where I could have judged myself for not moving on faster with my mission. But then, when I sat in timeless stillness, fully dropping into the words I was reading, I saw how much more deeply I could feel and understand the messages, how much more I had lived since writing them. As I smiled, I re-launched the blogs, happy, content, present in this beautiful moment in time.